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What Your Latte Says About You
You are easygoing and pretty simple to please. You don't put up a fuss... ever. You are a very serious person. You don't have time for silly antics. Intense and energetic, you aren't completely happy unless you are bouncing off the walls. You're addicted to caffeine. There's no denying it. You are responsible, mature, and truly an adult. You're occasionally playful, but you find it hard to be carefree. You are deep and thoughtful, but you are never withdrawn.
Your Love Quote
Life is one fool thing after another where as love is two fool things after each other.
You Are Marge Simpson
You're a devoted family member who loves unconditionally. Sometimes, though, you dream about living a wild secret life! You will be remembered for: your good cooking and evading the police Your life philosophy: "You should listen to your heart, and not the voices in your head."
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.
What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You
You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You are a little shy and easily embarrassed. You often wonder if you are normal. In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return.
You Belong in 1972
If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
You Are a Bright Star Soul
Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles. Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally! Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul
Your Pickup Line Is
My face is leaving in 15 minutes. Be on it.
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Your 1996 Theme Song Is: Ironic by Alanis Morisette
It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought ... it figures
You Should Be a Musician
You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice. You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)
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3 parts intelligence
1 part arrogance
5 parts creativity
Method:
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You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.
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so, i'm bianca,
a.k.a. bmg, biankikay,
maria g, mean gurl,
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Friday, September 16, 2011

my condition, my ailment. i won't go into detail anymore, it isn't the point. besides i'm tired of having to explain it to everyone who asks when i don't quite understand it myself.

it's awful. not so much the sickness, but the strange looks, the pity pats, the you-can't-eat-that's. i'm sick of it. i'm no different than before. but suddenly i'm the sick girl who has to be lectured about vegetables and exercise.

sure, i used to have the occasional mcdo meal, and i always had dessert, but never have i been accused of not eating my veggies, because i like veggies. i eat right. i only consume an entire cup of rice when i'm famished. otherwise, i have less. i have salad whenever i can, and i cut out the fat from meat. perhaps i don't exercise all that much, but live a life like mine and you'll see why finding time to do so is such a feat. it's not like i don't ride my stationary bike while watching tv, or do my stretches in the morning. i walk whenever i can. i stand and sit and stand and sit lie down stand kneel lie down sit up stand (don't know what you call that exercise). i do crunches and squats and a round of jumping jacks. maybe i don't go to a gym to lift weights and whatnot. it doesn't mean i lie in bed stuffing my face all day. i just don't like being all sweaty and gross with other people around. is that wrong?

it could be that the hormones are starting to adjust, or maybe it's the food deprivation. but all the same, i don't appreciate the lectures on health, especially while you're washing down a pastry with a bottle of iced tea or helping yourself to seconds of pasta drowning in processed tomato sauce.


biankikay at Friday, September 16, 2011

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